My First Post

Well this is my first post. I have been keeping a paper journal, so maybe i'll have a little section dedicated to what i wrote in there but i don't have time right now to copy it all on line so i'll just start anew. A lot has been going on with me. I have been feeling very overwhelmed and stressed out lately. I feel like i'm loosing my mind. My mother tells me that it's just because i'm stressed out. It feels like more that that. I literally cannot focus for more than two minutes. I'ts by the grace of God that I am doing well in all of my classes (and by well I mean 2.8, 2.9 ish PRAISE THE LORD). I don't even pay attention in half of my classes, but I somehow understand the material and pass all of the tests. God has been so good to me. I really think that my problem is just some left overs from my past. I don't understand it though. I also think that it might be dissappointment. I was very dissillusioned about my school. I came here becasue i thought that it would be different from most other colleges. I thought that the people would be mature. That there would be people with the same expectations as me. But, I was wrong. That was a big blow. There was a big shpeil maybe i'll talk about it in a later post. Well I hope everything is going well with whoever decides to read this. Feel free to leave comments or notes or whatever. Take it easy ( and I really do mean take it easy. don't burn yourself out).